When I set out to make The Fire Within in 1999, the concept behind the piece
was life
in the face of death. What does that razors edge look like and how does that
transform ones perception of the world?
When Bob was diagnosed with what was then ARC in 1983 he
was presented with the sharpest, most profound edge of being in the human
experience: life in the face of death.
So with HIV/AIDS as the backdrop, The Fire Within, has always been more then a documentary about
surviving HIV/AIDS, it is a documentary about thriving regardless of your
circumstances.
Throughout our lives we are all faced with challenges and
edges; it is how we perceive those challenges that creates our reality and the
vitality with which we participate in our everyday experience. The miracle of
our life is truly in our perception of it.
To choose life –
among all the vicissitudes of the everyday – to really live it and perceive it with as much clarity as
possible – it is about mental hygiene as much as anything else. How clearly can
I perceive the challenges and circumstances of my life story and within that
framework how vibrantly can I live? Can I thrive? Can my heart remain open? Can
I get up and face whatever arises this day, both pleasure and pain,
with equanimity?
Shortly after I met Bob I realized he was the perfect person to carry this message because it is truly the way that he lives his life.
Leanne Whitney